Sunday, September 4, 2011

Finding meaning...

It's one of those days where you feel so alone and just want to disappear.  Trusting that this will all be worth it in the end. 

The constant wait.  Waiting for a career.  Waiting for a relationship/family.  Waiting to know what my purpose is in this life.  Waiting to change someone's life. 

Trying to find motivation.  Trying to find strength.  It's the same day to day routine that is the killer...not so much the material.  Perseverance...

I'm my worst enemy.  I'm very competitive and sometimes that drives me into the ground.  Learning to let go of this bit by bit. 

Tired.  That's all I've got.  Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Prayers are always appreciated :)